Not My Fault. Not Yours Either.

Yo people.
Sorry for not posting for so long.
I've been VERY busy.
First, there's school.
Ok.
This one's still quite managable.
The second one,
Manga.
Shit.
I'm addicted.
The third one,
Me not being emo.
It's ok for me.
For Caryl and Su Qin I don't know.
Maybe, I'm irritating them right now.
Fourth,
1 Love.
The "fabric" of 1Love is starting to fray.
First, Celestine and Elizabeth are having problems.
Then, there's fighting.
Then, Caryl's and Su Qin's problem with a certain anoymous.
ARGH!
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!

This is pathetic.

I'll report today then.
Today, is a GB saturday.
Quite ok.
Maybe a little boring.
Then, Caryl forgot to bring her boots.
Omg.
So, I lent her mine.
I mean, I was sick.
Sore throat, Cough and slight fever.
Ok.
I didn't tell you guys about the fever.
(To Caryl and Su Qin)
But then, at that point in time,
My fever died down.
So they still ask me to do drill,
ahh.
Then after that,
We played badminton.
This is the bad part.
I sweated so much that every part of skin touching my t-shirt was SOAKED.
It's like I just jumped into the pool.

Then we go meet Caryl's parents.
They are like the nicest people I know.
They even gave us a ride home.

Wow.

But before that,
we had to wait for her dad's pants to be altered.
So we went up to J8 to walk around.
Then, we went to ACTION CITY!
Yay us.
There were a few toys on display.
Then there was one that shocked you.
LOL.
THAT was fun.
It's in the form of a container lid.
You had to pinch the two knobs to open it.
I knew that it was going to shock me,
but I did it anyway.
LOL.
It felt more like a vibration.
Not really a shock.

Lol.
I know.
I'm crazy.
Caryl did it too.
It was DAMN funny when she recoiled in shock.
Su Qin didn't dare to try.
LOL.

I had fun,
(obviously)
Kelly

Sing-Sing-Sing.

Sing.

Today must have been the worst day of school yet.

First.

It was absolutely BORING.

Second.

It was painful.

I got highlighted by Su Qin in the highlighter war.

AND hit by a shuttlecock by Caryl in badminton.

Talk about unlucky.

Thirdly.

We were given 1 day to finish a project that was completely last minute.

Fourthly.

I have to wear a chong-sum to school to celebrate racial harmony day.

Pathetic.

But there WERE some good parts.

Like when I was trying to listen to Caryl singing under her breath.

What?! I was curious!

I wanted to hear how well she sang!

She was pretty good.

Better than me anyway.

The highlighter war was the most enjoyable part.

We all held individual highlighters, trying to slash the other party with it.

Ridiculous.

Wait, let me continue that sentence.

Ridiculously FUN.

LOL!

Have fun singing!

Kelly

...I don't know what to do....

Sorry for leting you guys down.

ME is not really going very well.

I think I'm hurting a lot more people.

...

Let them hate me.

I have a life to live.



Piano wasn't as bad as I imagined it would be.

It was quite ok acually.

Male examiner.

Figures.

I THINK I rushed through the songs.

Or maybe my hearing was fast forward due to stress.

The examiner took so long to write the comments.

Maybe I failed, then he was explaining why.

I don't know.

I feel pretty helpless.

Pathetic.



This afternoon, I stayed back

I played badminton.

I saw Joshua smack a shuttlecock into Caryl's Face.

I helped Caryl smack his head.

A typical afternoon.



Then, tonight, we're having a conference

At 11p.m.

P.s.
This is an old post.
I forgot to post it

~Whee!~. Ok. Being NOT emo is hard.

Jacob Chibi.

Doggabite!

Being NOT emo is HARD work.

Especially since I've been emo for almost my whole life.

ARGH!

It's SO frustrating.

I have to be ME.

UGH.

It sucks.

Maybe some have seen how chirpy I was.

That's me.

Yay me.

Mememememememememe.

Pathetic.

I'm trying to make it a habit.

Tomorrow is the long-awaited piano exam.

Omg.

I'm so dead.

I mean.

My songs and scales are fine.

It's just the God damned Post-Examination nerves.

Stupid.

But on the good side,

I get to skip a half day of school!

Yay Me.

Sorry nothing much to say.

I'll fill you in with the details tomorrow.

Pray that the examiner is a man.

Women Examiners are more stingy.

Haha,

Kelly

P.s. More pics!

Emmett Chibi:

LOL.

Grizzly bears

Rosalie Chibi:

Well, I guess a peacock fits her "Pigheadness"

Carlisle Chibi:

Panda??!!!

Esme Chibi:

Tigeress.

W-o-w. Must have a fierce side.

Emo.................NOT. Yay me.

13th Jul 09

Problem 1:

-Sick.

I was real tired after piano.

I felt really weird, so I took my temperature.

37.9.

Not SO high.

But still a fever.

Mum and Dad would have made a BIG fuss, so I kept quiet.

But I was acting SUPER EMO.

But I'm emo all the time.

No one suspected anything.

Problem 2:

-Idiotic me.

I posted a Jasper Hale pic yesterday right?

Well, I told the REAL Jasper to check it out.

I was Laughing all the way.

Idiot.

Then he saw that post where I put the sms chat conversation.

He really FREAKED out for the first time since I'd known him.

Ok.

I admit it.

THAT was scary.

What do you think?

Imagine this.

You're running a fever.

You feel real weird from the fever.

Then, your friend freaks out from seeing something he doesn't like(Caryl, Su Qin, Vanessa, Celeste, DON'T THINK SICK).

I can only say ONE thing:

Welcome to my life.

So I was like:

So Sorry.

I was bored.

Nothing to do.

I know you hate me.

You should.

Then, I freaked out.

Well, it's not really hard to get angry when you're in my situation.

I broke a few plates.

And cut myself.

Lucky it was on my shoulder.

If Caryl had seen it.

SHE would have freaked out too.

LOL!

Freaking out is becoming a daily routine.

So after I calmed down,

I got REAL emo.

Then he was like:

Why are you like this?

Ans:

I'm ME.

I have to stop being ME.

That's why you see THIS part.

Nobody but Christina knows the REAL me.

But she doesn't know that.

Because, she IS like me.

Then, he told me not to be so.

So I've stopped being emo.

Yay Me.

Celebration time, COME ON!

YAY ME,

Kelly

p.s. Really people. If you don't want me to be emo, just say it.

14th Jul 09

Problem 1:

-Caryl.

She looks so tired.

Everyday.

Like she's really depressed.

Right now she's like:

No! Where got?

Right?

Problem 2:

-Freaking out side effects linger.

NO WAY!

Not on my first day of trying to be ME.

I didn't let it get to me.

Not a real problem.

Just stating.

Problem 3:

-Plates.

Remember that I said I broke a few plates?

Well, I was angry.

After that when I calmed down,

I became emo right?

That's when I started the Literal "Drag Me To Hell" thing.

I said:

I want you to scream and shout at me. Then, as you're doing that, you should be throwing me into the firey coals.

This is the part.

A warning to Jasper in advance.

He told CARYL.

Oh My God.

WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!

I have enough people worrying about stupid, pathetic me!

So she told me today.

I was tempted to smash the

badminton racket in my hands into his face.

So I told her about the plates thing.

She was LOLing for a V. LONG time.

Then she was literally trying to persuade me to ask him to scream and shout etc.

WARNING:

YOU'VE BEEN WARNED Jasper.

BE V.E.R.Y CAREFUL TOMORROW.

I MIGHT JUST BE IN THE MOOD FOR VOILENCE.

Yay, I get to smash his face tomorrow.

Time for Celebration!

LOL,

Kelly

more. More. MORE.

more. More. MORE.

More pictures.

Sorry.

In a hurry.

Can't talk too much

Bella Chibi:

Edward Chibi:
Don't complain.

I know it looks NOTHING like the guy.

Alice Chibi:
Caryl, Su qin, and whoever out there, DON'T get the wrong idea.

Jasper Chibi:

LOL. This one you can laugh. Sorry Jasper. But this is NOT you.

Ok.

There's ALOT more.

Sorry.

Got to go.

I'm late for Piano.

Be right back.

Kelly

Twilight. AGAIN?! No. THE Twilight Saga.

First of all, I would like to apologise.

For having YET another "Twilight mood swing".

Sorry.

But I can't help it.

It's not really hard to find loopholes

in the information I have about Twilight in my brain.

This time, it's the animated pictures.

They are like SO CUTE!

It's NOT my fault I fell in love with them.

They are just SUPER!

AMAZING!

LOL!

I uploaded a few if you can see.

Ok. I just made a post in the middle of the night for nothing.

Or not.

Tomorrow, we, the GB Girls' have to wear our uniform to school.

For GB Day.

That's not too bad.

BUT, TO BE FORCED TO TAKE THE CLASS PHOTO IN IT IS DISPICABLE!

WHY!
HOW!
WTF!

Ok, sorry.

I should let you enjoy the pictures.

Have Fun,

Kelly

...Is A Title Really Necessary?

Oh haha.

After reading this blog post,
you guys MUST think that I'm real petty.
BUT I DON'T CARE!
How are we going to take a photo in that RIDICULOUS uniform?
HOW? HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?HOW?
WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?WHY?

Life is So UNFAIR!

Aw Man!

Not even the Girl Guides had to do this.

True, they had to stand in front of the entire school.

True, they had to wear uniforms.

But, their uniforms were not out yet.

But THIS!

THIS, is OUTRAGEOUS!

How can they expect us to wear our GB uniform for the whole day?

Ok, THAT is still ok.

But, to have to take the class photo in it...

F**K!

WHY!?

Why US?

The unlucky GB girls.

The completely poor and pathetic GB girls.

Stupid.

Life is unfair, and Girls are UNLUCKY!

School was managable today.

Not too bad.

But not good either.

Not bad because:

I'm still alive.

Yay me.

Not good:

I forgot to pass up my completed Math Chap10.1-10.4 exercises.

Shit.

AND, my completed chinese composition.

Crap.

But there WERE funny parts.

For instance, the English Composition homework had some REALLY hilarious titles.

They were ALL related to Twilight.

1. A Journey that you enjoyed.

Ans: Bella's and Edward's journey back from Volterra to Forks.(New Moon)

2. A Tragic Mistake.

Ans: Edward leaving Bella.(New Moon)

3. An Unexpected Visitor.

Ans: Victoria's return.(Eclipse)

4. A time when you lost your temper, then later regretted it.

Ans: When Bella attacks Jacob. (Breaking Dawn)

5. Start your story with the sentence,

"This was the moment I had been waiting for. My heart pounded..."

Ans: Don't need to say. Most books have this part. LOL.

Haha.

Twilight Rules,

Kelly

Splattered

Don't remind me of today.

I mean, it WAS fun.

It WAS exciting.

And, for once, I didn't forget to bring anything

But, life has it's ups and downs.

Yesterday, was similar to today.

The good things, the homework, you know.

I was enjoying the train ride home, with Celeste and Su Qin.

Then, we started talking about funny stuff.

It was all really silly actually.

Then, just as Celeste was drinking her water,

I HONESTLY do NOT know WHAT happened next.

She was just taking a sip of water, and then, SUDDENY...

(This part is from MY point of view)... I was talking to Su Qin,

Then, I have no idea what got into her.

First second, I was dry.

Second, she saw something funny.

Third second, she faced me.

Fourth second, my face was drenched.

See what I mean?

I'm a living, breathing, eating, reading, walking,

talking, hearing, seeing, and, and...you get the idea, bad omen.

LOL

We spent most of the train ride laughing at my rotten luck, and cleaning my face.

I MUST repay her somehow...

And, today...was better...and worse.

It was better because I got to catch up with Vanessa.

I haven't spoken or laughed with her for so long.

It was worse, because I couldn't meet up with Christina today.

I can really feel it stretching, and expanding.

That gap, the one that separates friends, keeps them away from each other,

and soon, they're gone, just like that.

Gone forever... ...

Maybe next week,

I'll be more lucky,

Kelly

Oh Happy Day!

Yay Me.

I've snapped out of emo mode.

Finally.

I've been posting things too emo since the Canada trip.

I got a few complaints.

Lol.

Since tomorrow's Youth day, Caryl and I are planning to play badminton.

I wanted to take the opportunity to get Chris to meet Zell, but...

Chris can't make it, or, to be precise, she's NOT ALLOWED to go.

Stupid.

I'll fill you guys in with the details tomorrow.

I'm going to be late for church.

Bye, Kelly

BORED. BOREd. BORed. BOred. Bored. bored. OH! FOR THE LOVE OF GOD! WHAT'S THE POINT IN DOING THIS?

Oh Haha.
School has started.
I'm happy.
Everyone else isn't.
Why do I even bother?
It's not like I will like school permanently anyway.
I hate it.
I'm always the odd one out.
The freak.
The idiot.
The Moronic emo, who likes school and causes pain and hate for those around her.
I hurt Caryl before.
I irritated Su Qin before.
I betrayed and tricked Celestine before.
I lost faith in Vanessa. How could I do that?!
I've caused so much pain.

Ok. End of Story.
What you've seen is just a hundredth of my emo spell.
I just can't help myself.
Emo. EMo. EMO.
It's all my fault everything happens.
Sorry.
SOrry.
SORry.
SORRy.
SORRY.

Save me,
Kelly.

P.s.
Caryl looked kinda weird today.
Maybe I shouldn't sit with her tom.