13th Jul 09
Problem 1:
-Sick.
I was real tired after piano.
I felt really weird, so I took my temperature.
37.9.
Not SO high.
But still a fever.
Mum and Dad would have made a BIG fuss, so I kept quiet.
But I was acting SUPER EMO.
But I'm emo all the time.
No one suspected anything.
Problem 2:
-Idiotic me.
I posted a Jasper Hale pic yesterday right?
Well, I told the REAL Jasper to check it out.
I was Laughing all the way.
Idiot.
Then he saw that post where I put the sms chat conversation.
He really FREAKED out for the first time since I'd known him.
Ok.
I admit it.
THAT was scary.
What do you think?
Imagine this.
You're running a fever.
You feel real weird from the fever.
Then, your friend freaks out from seeing something he doesn't like(Caryl, Su Qin, Vanessa, Celeste, DON'T THINK SICK).
I can only say ONE thing:
Welcome to my life.
So I was like:
So Sorry.
I was bored.
Nothing to do.
I know you hate me.
You should.
Then, I freaked out.
Well, it's not really hard to get angry when you're in my situation.
I broke a few plates.
And cut myself.
Lucky it was on my shoulder.
If Caryl had seen it.
SHE would have freaked out too.
LOL!
Freaking out is becoming a daily routine.
So after I calmed down,
I got REAL emo.
Then he was like:
Why are you like this?
Ans:
I'm ME.
I have to stop being ME.
That's why you see THIS part.
Nobody but Christina knows the REAL me.
But she doesn't know that.
Because, she IS like me.
Then, he told me not to be so.
So I've stopped being emo.
Yay Me.
Celebration time, COME ON!
YAY ME,
Kelly
p.s. Really people. If you don't want me to be emo, just say it.
14th Jul 09
Problem 1:
-Caryl.
She looks so tired.
Everyday.
Like she's really depressed.
Right now she's like:
No! Where got?
Right?
Problem 2:
-Freaking out side effects linger.
NO WAY!
Not on my first day of trying to be ME.
I didn't let it get to me.
Not a real problem.
Just stating.
Problem 3:
-Plates.
Remember that I said I broke a few plates?
Well, I was angry.
After that when I calmed down,
I became emo right?
That's when I started the Literal "Drag Me To Hell" thing.
I said:
I want you to scream and shout at me. Then, as you're doing that, you should be throwing me into the firey coals.
This is the part.
A warning to Jasper in advance.
He told CARYL.
Oh My God.
WHY DID YOU DO THAT?!
I have enough people worrying about stupid, pathetic me!
So she told me today.
I was tempted to smash the
badminton racket in my hands into his face.
So I told her about the plates thing.
She was LOLing for a V. LONG time.
Then she was literally trying to persuade me to ask him to scream and shout etc.
WARNING:
YOU'VE BEEN WARNED Jasper.
BE V.E.R.Y CAREFUL TOMORROW.
I MIGHT JUST BE IN THE MOOD FOR VOILENCE.
Yay, I get to smash his face tomorrow.
Time for Celebration!
LOL,
Kelly
